RE: Stressed Out

Monday, March 10, 2008

After meetings like that one, I can't help but wonder if I am not cut out for the business world. I get so completely nervous, and when someone asks me a question that I can't answer, I just stare at them until my brain spits out some words in the wrong order. Case in point: (this happened today, and please excuse the acronyms)

Person: "So, the question is, what is the benefit of holding onto ARRs versus directly converting them into FTRs?"

Katherine: "........"

Katherine: ".... Um, I was really just.... afraid of... um... well.... values... negative"

WOW. AWESOME.

I think I just need practice. Practice and confidence. Unfortunately, after my performance this afternoon, my confidence seems to have headed in the wrong direction. And this is the fifth meeting that I have run by myself.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

What you fail to give yourself credit for is being smart enough to be in a business that converts ARRS into FTRS..or whatever it was. At least you didn't say..." me don't like value negative." ;)

David said...

You're not being thrown in stressful meetings like this for no reason. I know they see a lot of potential in you, and I know they realize it takes time to build confidence and experience.

Presenting to older male VPs (some of which enjoy making people/you uncomfortable) is insanely intimidating! Hang in there, beebee.